life and the meantime

doors close...doors open

So, I finally did it. Graduation took place last Saturday. Was quite the event. Glad it's over. I've definitely lost sleep over the future. What does it look like? What does it hold? None of the questions seem to have immediate answers. Learning to accept that and be okay with it is a long road, especially for the clinically neurotic such as myself. But alas, life will not fail me. I left college feeling more confused than when I entered. A sign of success, yes; but also a sign of someone is paradoxically floating along while being grounded. The more I think, the less I understand of practically everything. The only thing I'm really sure of is that it will all be okay. But the major questions surrounding my cognitive development remain in a foggy haze that will most likely not be resolved at any point in the near future. Such is life. Living intently is a lot more work than it sounds like. So now, I embrace the closing of one door and the opening of another... and I hope I don't fuck it up. Peace for now.

posted by Alaska @ 10:29 PM